I thought about quitting, but then what? Suffer from not shooting, and wonder what if. The real reason I never quit is because I saw myself getting better. After all these thankless years, I was getting better. That was enough to keep going. Plus I decided that no matter what, I was going to do what I love to do ,no matter what anyone said. I really wanted to quit. I even tell myself that, then sit back, and watch everyone's sigh of relief. Yes, he's finally quitting. Nope. But maybe, just maybe, one day, I'll quit. Some day.